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Don't give up on ME

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Don’t give up on ME

Your eyes are filled with sympathy
Sadness for not seeing what you once adored
Sorry I disappoint you
I do not mean to

I died along the way
I languish in the inability to make things right
Unable to control my destructive circumstances emasculates me
I guess I am floundering in self pity

Once My belief structures were shattered
I became subject to most any outcome
Whatever is?<^>Is Whatever Will Be
I can not distinguish anything

I am usually not a fatalist
I am the most positive thinking person I know
My shinny outlook is now fading
What is the purpose of this life’s travesty?

I miss you my beloved:  I miss US
I am afraid that our love may be the last casualty
The final victim of this unearned circumstantial barrage
I do not want to lose you

You have been broken down by my having been broken
I try to pick myself up
There has been no real opportunity for me
I will not fail you: I will never give up HOPE

It may be too late  
We may already be over
Continuing our routine familiarities
Just holding on… because we are not willing to let go

When my door opens I will walk through it
You are welcome to remain with me on my new journey
I will rise again like the phoenix: I promise
Once more to light up your life and keep you secure
I am sure this may reflect on quite a few folks these days.

What a shame when our true love for our spouses and the genuine union of our two souls can be chipped away and become an added loss to life's ongoing uncontrolable losses.

Thank you for reading my work <^>
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Thank you Shane for your heart felt comment and for Faving "Don't give up on ME" :D

"love is only in the present momemt"...very thought provoking. Pondering on one's love in the past may not be in the moment; however, it was once said "It is better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all"... and pondering on "thoughts of an unrealized future" may be a wishful hope to have again, to keep, or to be a part of some day.

I am so happy to read the way other's perceive and express their thought processes. You sir are consistently one of those folks here at dA that shares with me your perception of "process" very well.

Thank you,

John