You delight in my tears
Am I to you that used up Styrofoam container?
The one lunch was delivered in
Have you cast me out?
Something that is of no more ''use'' to you
The monstrosity you've become...I created
I spoiled you with my adoration, love, loyalty, and obedience
I do all you ask of me and require only two things of you
''Mutual respect and unconditional love''
I met you with no ''NEED'' for another humanoid
I am a success in my calling
I receive more than enough compensation... enough to save
My most precious heart's desire I have not ''Truly Known''
Perhaps I am ''deaf, dumb, and blind''
One full of self-deluded thought
I believe there is a higher purpose to all of this
Do I wait upon an ''absent'' landlord?
Now, like Jesus the Nazarene's disciple Thomas...
I need a sign
, and I''
Your written ''word'' echoes my faded hope and bourgeoning cynicism
I believe ''Still''
I have not lost hope
I am beyond exhaustion
Who's ''Really'' running